On a day trip, we went back to my alma mater.
As we entered the university gates, I could see the many buildings that I once sat in to study for my degree.
We crossed the bridge over the river that ran through this beautiful campus and climbed the rolling hill. It was then that the memories flooded into my thirsty identity causing turbulence.
Back then who I was; was all wrapped up in my education, career and making a great income. There seemed to be a confidence and an assurance that I was successful. I worked hard and was rewarded with tangible payments. A degree. A paycheck. A new car. A paid vacation.
It wasn’t about the degree or career getting (I believe that was part of the Master plan), it is about the wrappings of my self-worth.
I have never had less to my name than I do today.
I have never been more satisfied about who I have been created to be than now.
And I continue to try to make sense of it all.
Not too long ago, I was asked the question, “What motivates you?”
Over the years, the answer to this question has changed much for me.
The difference has been an ever progression to letting go of the tangible and pursuing God’s kingdom purposes for my life.
“But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” Matthew 6:33